reflect
kyla
You
were
my
better
friend
when
we
were
mud
;
before
the
diggers,
before
they
dug
before
the
shift
before
the
fall
before
the
slide
after
the
old
death
,
when
we
talked
as
dirt
in
silence
and
in
sediment.
011009
...
wicker man
hindsight
and
introspection
head
spun
wrong
-way-'round
011010
...
jinx
Don't
!
Please
!
I
don't
want
to
see
myself
!
I
don't
want
to
see
what
I've
become
...I
don't
want
to
have
to
give
up
...
020308
...
silentbob
taking
your
own
life
with
boredom
i'm
taking
my
own
life
with
wine
it
helps
you
to
rule
out
the
sorrow
it
helps
me
to
empty
my
mind
020821
...
amy
kyla
,
i
know
*
exactly
*
what
you
mean
,
and
i
like
you
because
you're
so
fucking
honest
.
020823
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from