insight silentbob I've got a box full of old pictures old memories and experiences now past what have i learned? what insight and enlightment have i gained from these tight trite years and am i still the same, just more experienced? or am i a new different person? i need to lsoe my apathy i need to shed my lack of passion i need to point myself in some direction follow a line that leads to a door and thru the door i'll find another me more experience, more to say i think i'll make words my life i use them nearly every day i think of all the phrases i've written all the ideas ive formulated on paper i can hardly imagine making it into nothing Not now. 010125 ... soia feeling scared for this new thing it's been adapted and co-opted so quickly it was a chance to start over instead it's just flooded over with the old everyone says some day when we ruin the blue/green planet we'll move to the red one... and ruin it too. 010125 ... birdmad replace my skin with windows replace my eyes with microscopes look inside where and how do we differentiate old pollution from new pollution we are the bittersweet we are the melancholy the happy, deranged, incensed and irate the cultured and the crude not all is poetry cancer surely lurks in even the sweetest buds but enough, there is time there is space there are lotus petals aplenty on which to dine and odysseus long since departed 010125 ... silentbob the matrix humanity is a disiese we are nomadic and use up everything as we go, taking over everything, ruining everything we're a virus. 010125 ... guitar_freak thoreau is my insight into myself 010131 ... teran666 Spawned in darkness, Raised in light. Just another carcass, Blinded by a veiled sight. c'est la vie 010201 ... You while we review what happened,... Look straight into my eyes and tell me why that if I were to run away again I would regret it. A part of me realized this journey was far from over, soon, I knew I would see you again. 010416 ... peyton sometimes I think, that if I were a girl, but still had the same personality.. that everyone would think I was much cooler 031001 ... mon uow in site 050403 ... flux out of mind 050403 what's it to you? who go blather from