cooler raze you know, it's funny, he said. i have an older brother. he met a woman in wales, fell in love, and now he lives there. it's not like we were seeing much of each other before he moved. we still talk in the same way and with about the same frequency. but i find myself missing him. he taught me a lot when i was growing up. not all of it was good. but he was the first one to do everything. first one to have a car. first one to have a girlfriend. i used to hang out with him and his friends and think they were the coolest. i guess in some ways he's still that cool guy i look up to, even though we're both grandparents now. 231204 what's it to you? who go blather from