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birdmad the back of someone's mind

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chiidi here to eternity 010221
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mandy me 020205
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the swinger of birches andy erpelding
to: swingerofbirches17
topic: re: hey andy!

there is a feeling of elation when i read mail from you. the kind of feeling i've only felt one time before, and that was with michael. it is the kind of feeling that lasts only a minute when reading through your words that nothing else in this world is existant except those words and what they are saying and who they are from. you say that you have gotten your beads so that i can make you a hemp tied necklace and my cd of "java up" has been burned and that i look great in my senior pictures and that you want to hear the sound of my voice on the telephone. its hard when you say such nice things to know if they'll ever come followed through by nice actions. when you say you're not gay, and yet you look the way you do, and you talk the way you do, and when you compliment me on this nice outfit or my bad hair. i can't help but feel that when i come to see you in omaha that something beyond the four walls of your box will happen. i might take a tiny match and light them on fire. or you may chose to do so yourself.
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