the_disappointment_of_the_self mono parlant constitutes of seeing that which is evident to all and perceiving it just like all. it may come to you like many sunny afternoons or like many morning bus rides splattering the truth of the minute, of the fact that nothing is alright despite your sober efforts. 050621 ... other any disappointment will do. 100430 ... other the disappointment from everyone_else that comes from within. 100723 ... ergo the fear of disapointing embodied. The fear of not not feeling love. 100723 what's it to you? who go blather from