when_we_began Sonya "If it's love" she said, "then we're gonna have to think about the consequences" cause she can't stop shaking and I can't stop touching her and..... This time when kindness falls like rain it washes her away and Anna begins to change her mind "these seconds when I'm shaking leave me shuddering for days" she says. And I'm not ready for this sort of thing But I'm not gonna break And I'm not going to worry about it anymore I'm not gonna bend. And I'm not gonna break and I'm not gonna worry about it anymore It seems like I should say "as long as this is love..." But it's not all that easy so maybe I should just snap her up in a butterfly net- Pin her down on a photograph album I am not worried I've done this sort of thing before But then I start to think about the consequences Because I don't get no sleep in a quiet room and... The time when kindness falls like rain it washes me away and Anna begins to change my mind And every time she sneezes I believe it's love and oh lord.... I'm not ready for this sort of thing She's talking in her sleep-it's keeping me awake And Anna begins to toss and turn And every word is nonsense but I understand and oh lord.... I'm not ready for this sort of thing Her kindness bangs a gong It's moving me along and Anna begins to fade away It's chasing me away. She dissappears, and oh lord I'm not ready for this sort of thing" -Counting Crows Looking down the beaten dirt path we've walked upon I can't help but wonder... Why didn't I realize then what I have crashed into now? You were never ready. Dear boy...I wonder if you ever will be. Instincts were pushed aside back at the starting line. I should have listened to my inner turmoil about the consequences, but when you're floating to a coconut island it's hard to jump ship. I didn't want to let go of the beach I saw in the distance. Such is life... 050614 ... 1man juggalo army I think me and Sonya are going through some similar stuff. Good luck to you. 050614 ... unhinged i would have never believed that we would mean so much to each other now, almost 6 years later 050615 ... peyton I am not overly concerned with the status of my emotions Oh, she says "You're changing" But we're always changing. 050620 what's it to you? who go blather from