we_should_be_lovers Cicero We should be lovers! Tangle ourselves in ecstasy, Mingle our breaths and souls! Heave and sigh with passion, Unite the halves to make a whole! Our hands should clench, As your eyes close tight, Taking me in deep and full, Clinching my thick arms, Smiling far into the night! 030507 ... lotuseater forever 030508 ... splinken only when i'm dancing can i feel this free. at night i lock the doors where no one else can see. 030509 ... once again perhaps we already are. 041020 ... Fido We say, Ne'er forswear thine lover! Nay, Perchance by mischance Can her grace yield to thee And speak almost wickedly! 041021 ... carp what is, is what? is nothing, nothing is! relationships are like boats. if the boat is well built and strong then even the toughest storms can be riden out. but if the boat is weak then even a calm day can end with everyone in the water when it is rocked too hard. sadly I cannot swim. it is better not to get in the boat. 041104 ... bass "she said, 'Come sail away! Come sail away! Come sail away, with me!' she said, 'Come sail away! Come sail away! Come sail away, with me!'" 041104 ... from now on in the next scene 041105 ... unhinged we have been for years in my eyes every look i sent you the sweetest caress you turn away cast your eyes down pretend there is nothing between us take what you can get from it but deny what it really is we should be lovers and yet we are barely friends i've been making love to you for years with barely a glance in return working so hard to make you smile the lead weight of unrequitment toughening my heart we should be lovers but i just can't pretend anymore that someday maybe you'll come around 041106 ... carpe ignis thats what you think and im forgetting all the reasons to not be......... "we should be lovers! we can't do that. we should be lovers, and that's a fact! though nothing will keep us together...... we'll still try....just for one day." i don't love you but i am in lust with you. You feel more lust for me than i do for you, but in this morally flexible world i'm losing all thought and reason as to why we shouldn't. i tell you that it is because it's wrong. it's not, but i have no better reason. i'll be sleeping with you before christmas, i think. even though the voice that used to scream NO in my head is still whispering it....... the hormones drown it out in waves. i dont know what to do. 041107 ... slothisily we_should_be_leaves 041107 what's it to you? who go blather from