the_last_time_i_saw_you
raze
you
were
in
the
checkout
line
.
i
think
it
was
at
the
future
shop
,
before
they
closed
and
reopened
as
a
best
buy
.
i
was
wearing
glasses
without
prescription
lenses.
the
big
round
silver
frames
i
never
wear
anymore
because
they
always
hurt
my
ears
.
"
what's
this
?"
you
said
.
"
just
getting
ready
for
a
night
out
with
the
lads,"
i
said
.
i
tried
to
sound
like
one
of
the_beatles
.
"
don't
you
mean
the
*labs*?"
because
my
long
hair
made
me
look
like
a
dog
.
right
.
you
got
closer
and
tucked
some
hair
behind
my
ear
.
my
right
ear
.
i
remember
that
.
your
face
did
something
strange
.
i
think
it
was
supposed
to
be
a
smile
,
but
it
came
out
looking
awkward
and
a
little
sad
.
you
kissed
me
on
the
cheek.
my
right
cheek.
when
i
was
in
the
car
with
my
dad
,
i
said
, "
that
was
weird
.
how
she
did
that
."
"
your
mom
might
be
an
idiot
,"
he
said
, "
but
she
loves
you
."
and
maybe
you
did
.
but
you
couldn't
show
me
.
and
i
couldn't
see
it
.
i
looked
until
my
eyes
gave
out
.
it
wasn't
there
.
sometimes
i
still
look
for
things
i
know
i
won't
find
.
i
can't
help
it
.
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go
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