some_things_last_a_long_time slothisily I love you and you and you andyouandyouandyouandyou and you. 040728 ... slothisily Put a smile on your face because, raspberrIEs are delicious! 040728 ... leni some things extinguish other things that burned a long time. i don't love you any more. 070702 ... unhinged the people, things, feelings, i've held onto only make my quiet_realizations stronger in their silence. cliche, trite, but that's the nature of universal truth. it can only be said a certain amount of ways before it starts to sound like a program, script. blather is a reflection of the worst parts of my ego. i've been trying to change that lately. thinking of the things i would want committed to words indefinitely that i can go back to and reread, reflect. i remember when my pain felt like an eternity. sometimes the recent list or three_words brings that back to me. and those reminders make me thankful for all the work i've done in the past year and a half. that that old constant pain of self_hate is not a fixture in my life anymore. weird the path i found for myself. i would have never believed it. that i could quiet my clamoring heart. 070702 ... tilt "weird the path i found for myself. i would have never believed it." life has a funny way of taking you in the most unexpected directions, like a bird catching a sudden gust of wind and soaring far away from where they thought they were going. 070703 ... tilt prophetic 071016 ... auburn the_blather_connection 071017 ... raze the most beautiful daniel johnston song of all, i think. 170623 what's it to you? who go blather from