sleepless
luck is green last night i was almost hallucinating as i walked home down university... everything i saw looked like whatever i was thinking about 010811
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Jarec i am sleepless because of the silence

my roommate is soooo bitchy about there being no light or sound when he goes to bed

i dont know how to sleep without at least a radio on, preferably a stereo or television (which doubles as a night light)

good thing break is coming, i dont knwo how much longer i can go, i cant concentrate on anything anymore, i just want some nice noise to keep my dreams under control
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belly fire A state of sleeplessness. To be without sleep. Insomnia. Staring at the ceiling. Watching the clock change. Dreaming with my eyes open. Lacking concentration. Toss. Turn. Babbling into my pillow. Frustration. Exhaustion. My alarm going off. 021206
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kyla Taj Mahal - Rolling on the Sea 021207
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0of46 almost everyone i talked to today didnt sleep last night

it is kinda weird

i wonder if it was all related......

hmmmmmm

it was seriously like 10 people

it must be a government conspiracy!
030106
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birdmad i was falling asleep until i rather belatedly took my insulin

i can hear the city rushing around at 1 AM from all of its various directions, the last few days were warm, but thankfully that won't be here too long the weathermen are talking about rain again.

i should hope.

these clouds hanging overhead, stray ions exciting the earth

this killing dryness, i can feel the storm brewing and it keeps me awake

i'd like to sleep
but i can't

airplanes and their dull roar traveling over my head
030107
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wasting my hate because I can't stop thinking of you 030123
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DammitJanet in the old appartment i slept so soundly amoungst so much noise
the highway not far from my window, i'd be lulled to sleep every night with the sounds of passing cars and the shaking of trucks
then we moved to a quiet neighbourhood and all my sleepless nights began
everyone else was thankful for the quiet and slept like logs
why am i so different? why do i need such noise?
i think my mind just never stops unless it has a distraction
with no noise i think all night
4 hours left, 3 hours left, 2 hours left, 1 hour left, and now it's time to get up and go
030124
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megan i want you. now. 030124
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splinken we have made mistakes and we are back on the computer. 030302
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