nerves twiggie tomorrow i have to be there at 8, i have to perform at 11. you'd think i'd be used to all of this by now. but it's a new stage. and there are going to be people there that think we're horrible. i'm so nervous at the thought. i wish, for once, i could be secure with myself. maybe it's gotten better. lots of times i just want to hide. my stomach is going to be all over the place, hopefully it'll stay inside though. i want to cry. 010126 ... j_blue whenever mine start making the backs of my hands itch, i always drink, in quick succession, three shots of vodka, followed by a gargle of listerine it helps me survive all my interviews, and got me a very nice job 010126 ... silentbob anger gets on my nerves 010128 ... birdmad raw 010128 ... j_blue i usually try to reciprocate anger, to the point of escalation i guess my theory is that if the person associates a fight with their acting stupid (aka being angry) then they will think twice i am not sure if it works though 010129 ... pilgrim Branching electo-chemical pathways for synaptic intercourse. This world wouldn't exist without them. Or at least you could never prove it to Me. 010129 ... silentbob I have knots in my stomach that eat away at me until the finish 010522 ... fallen frazzled....frayed...raw.....intense....jagged....and yes, i do have the nerve........nerves of steel....nerves of jello...twitch....sleepless.... seeking solace....solace only to jump right back in.....the burning.....burning....nerves 010522 what's it to you? who go blather from