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dB This is a song for all who aren't happy with their present situation:

If I were a swan, I'd be gone
If I were a train, I'd be late
And if I were a good man
I'd talk with you more often than I do

If I were asleep, I could dream
If I were afraid, I could hide
If I go insane
Please don't put your wires in my brain

If I were the moon, I'd be cool
If I were a rule, I would bend
And if I were a good man
I'd understand the spaces between friends

If I were alone, I would cry
And if I were with you, I'd be home and dry
And if I go insane
Will you still let me join in with the game
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scarfaced samm ...should explode 010320
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nomme) if i say 'i don't know' one more time
i'll!, i'll!...
i don't know but i'll i'll something
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nomme) i think that was a quote from somewhere
or someone or something
maybe it was me
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nom don't make it, no one will 051022
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die
i want to know what will happen afterwards.
i want to be there at my funeral
i want to know what everyone does
says
etc.

is that strange?
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Anthony If I were to put the passed out girl on my bed and wish her sweet dreams while I sleep on the pool table, would I be cock-blocking my roommate? 051023
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nom i can not close the door
to whatever future season
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FauxGrr if i could do it
i would
leave this world behind
i'd find solace in silence
peace in darkness
relief from the pain
of this existance
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ovenbird (your poem went down the bone FauxGrr. Maybe I can offer a poem in response?)

If I could
I would
gather every soul that wished for darkness
and draw around us a circle
of birdsong and wildflowers
shared secrets and wild tales
So we might see dawn in each other's faces
And hear the morning call our names
To which we would answer "I'm here. I'm here."
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ovenbird *down to the bone 250523
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FauxGrr if i could i'd give you a hug. 250524
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ovenbird And I would give you one right back! 250524
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ovenbird (if I could) 250524
what's it to you?
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