ennui pilgrim I keep hitting go Go Go Go Half expecting to see Something so deep That it sets my mind to reeling Causing an outpouring of pithy Insight But these days I am Woefully lacking In creative Insight and Innovation I appologize for wasting the collective Memory but I am Bored sigh 020612 ... birdmad yes, yes there is a certain amount of malaise that is lurking about, lately 020612 ... butt hot 030625 ... tilt exactly how i arrived here. 050215 ... tilt exactly why I stay here. 050823 ... TK *Listless sigh* Sorta feeling lonelyish (but not to the point of depression where you feel achingly hollow inside) just kinda wishing I could snuggle with someone and watch a marathon of bad movies while we have our own little Mystery Science Theater 3000 type experience. I want to watch awful movies and exchange snarky commentary and eventually fall asleep with there arms gently wrapped around me. I don't want anything deep, nothing binding, but for tonight, yea that would be ideal. ...Good night world 140719 ... unhinged couples kissing in public make me nauseous 140720 ... epitome of incomprehensibility Heat ennui (jokingly, seasonal_ineffective_disorder) hits whenever the temperature approaches 30. Now it's dipping back to a comfortable 25, so I'm somewhat more tolerable. Tolerant. Oh, tolerable too. Maybe. 140721 ... unhinged i know you would think its ridiculous that im still this sad. my heart craves harder drugs to numb the pain. some things never change 140721 ... unhinged it has a bitter edge these days 151020 ... Soma I always felt that this word. when uttered aloud, encompassed more of the true feeling of the thing than boredom ever did 241114 what's it to you? who go blather from