distorted_visions_and_tendencies continuous ache -you are gorgeous, distorted. the way you pour your heart out on blather is very beautiful.- 020311 ... lulie there's no excuse for it. everyone knows how to make a phone call. 020316 ... i agree People who don't make the effort to call aren't worth it. 020316 ... i agree good luck, girl. 020317 ... annoyed and lonely distorted He asked me last night, What would you do if I broke up with you? I didn't understand. I just didn't understand what the hell he meant by it. I hope it was one of those hypothetical questions.. I sure as hell hope so. Please don't fucking do this to me, not after a month. I don't need this.. I told him that he shouldn't ask questions like that and he apologized... maybe that means that it was hypothetical. I am feeling particularily lonely today. And my mother refuses to let me go anywhere because she thinks i am going to get kidnapped. what a dumb bitch, who the hell is going to kidnap me in this shithole hick town. she needs to stop watching those detective shows. 020328 ... good people tamara baby, you need to calm your pretty little ass down. just relax and EAT. sleep normally, eat normally, and dont fret over shit. hell, its workin for me. i stay out of trouble, people still think im gorgeous and i dont care about anything. i hope this works for a long time, because i like it. 020422 ... distorted and dying alex? I'm glad that you're finally happy. 020424 ... distorted tendences three months later? Yeah I'm still with matt.. and i just came to the reallization that I am a bit distant and coldhearted. I really do love this man, but.. getting in touch with my feelings is a bit painful and i am still feeling it.. But some of the things he does piss me off. I am about ready to call it quits, depending on what happens from here on out. And yeah I do have someone else lined up if all goes to hell that is. But I doubt I will date anyone else for a while if anything happens between us. 020827 ... unhinged sometimes it's good to remember how retarded you were to see how far you've come 071210 what's it to you? who go blather from