bruising
raze
i
can
crack
my
knuckles
on
the
ear
of
an
old
chair
,
slam
my
back
or
my
hip
against
a
door
frame's rigid casing, stub
my
toes
with
such
force
it's
a
wonder
the
tiny
bones
that
keep
them
together
aren't
crumbs
—
ash
of
oatmeal, soot
of
vanilla wafer cookie, soybean
and
palm
kernel
and
canola
killing
themselves
to
stay
alive
—
and
nothing
happens
.
then
two
faint
patches
of
burnt sienna appear
below
the
knee
of
my
left
leg,
tender
to
the
touch
,
when
i
haven't
done
a
thing
to
myself
.
as
if
all
the
damaged
cells
that
should
have
shown
up
somewhere
else
have
migrated
here
in
search
of
better
weather
.
they
never
stay
long
.
they're
like
most
people
that
way
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from