soot
ovenbird
Two
doors
down
,
the
smoke
alarm
is
screaming
again
.
The
man
who
lives
there
is
inexplicably
burning
his
past
in
the
fireplace
as
spring
melts
into
summer
. Vaporized
rage
escapes
from
the
chimney
while
he
growls
nonsense
and
kicks
at
the
walls
.
The
burnt
hair
smell
of
a
consciousness
combusting
comes
in
through
the
screens.
Fine
particulate catches
in
the
back
of
my
throat
and
I
cough
.
You
can
’t
save
a
life
that
doesn’t
want
saving
,
so
I
close
the
windows
,
spit
soot
into
the
sink
,
and
rinse
away
the
ashy
residue
of
an
anguish
that
isn’t
mine
to
carry
.
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