alcohol_problem Norm m I made the decision to stop drinking the morning after. There was a series of bad_things_i_have_done the night before. Amanda, read perfect_girls, had a party at her house because her parents were away and I said I would enforce. That night before I was completely hammered we "made love". Later when we were lying in bed cuddling, and I was slamming a bottle of rum, I heard some ruckus downstairs and checked it out. Some guy was loaded and had smashed a lamp, I told him to get the fuck out and he threw the first punch. I stepped out of the way and watched his fist move by my head, slow as molasses, and I grabbed his forearm. (This part is pretty gross) I started to bend his arm, I felt it bend and I didn't think twice, I felt it snap and it didn't phase me and finally I saw his white bone drenched in blood break the skin and spray blood all over this white living room, I still felt little more than a buzz from the rum. And finally, maybe a little more sick than the last thing, some skank, who probably gets off on violence, tempted me I fucked her in the bathroom with the door opened, rubbing someone else’s blood all over her naked body. And to top it all off little Amanda walked by the open door and saw the man she just lost her virginity to, just an hour or so before, pounding some anonymous slut in her bathroom. The next morning I threw up and spent most of the day with my face in my hands. 050621 ... Norm I'll never forget. 050621 ... APRicochetMVP my only alcohol problem is that i don't have any at the moment 050621 ... lotuseater killer story... i laughed, but i probly wasnt supposed to. 050622 ... NormArchive Brutal... 160411 what's it to you? who go blather from