anonymous somniac now i'm just tempting fate writing things i would never write if it weren't anonymous, things i don't want anyone to know i think about but at the same time leaving clues such that if the right person ever found them, the whole game would be up i desperately want to keep my secrets, and desperately want to be found out. what kind of masochist posts their secrets on the internet? 040830 ... aM i DiStUrBeD? Looking through the window, all i see is the outside. The green trees, grass and houses that make up my very life. But if i look still closer, i can see that i am kept in. Borderd or even fenced by the glass that looks so thin. So if i remain here forever, remember how i was. Sitting at this table, in my own words, somewhat lost. 040830 ... uow jack fate 040830 ... flux androgenous androginous androgynous 040831 ... flux aerodynamic minibus! 041124 ... silentbob for christ's sake take care of yourself 041125 what's it to you? who go blather from