loaded
raze
when
struck
,
the
inner
drum
of
my
washing_machine
sounds
exactly
like
the
percussion
track
that
runs
through
the
radiohead
song
"packt
like
sardines
in
a
crushd tin
box
".
every
time
i
throw
in
a
load
of
laundry
,
i
like
to
do
a
little
finger
-drumming
while
singing
, "
after
years
of
waiting
,
nothing
came
."
(
to
which
the
laundry
replies
: "
i'm
a
reasonable
load
.
get
off
my
case
.
get
off
my
case
.")
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...
epitome of incomprehensibility
"
She's
loaded,"
my
cousin
Isaac
said
of
me
to
Sue
,
earlier
today
.
A
moment's
confusion
:
am
I
rich
?
But
he
was
more
literal
:
he
meant
my
bags
were
packed
and
in
the
car
.
And
I
basked
in
their
approval
in
my
improvement -
two
(?)
years
ago
before
they
drove
me
back
I
wasn't
ready
when
they
wanted
to
leave
.
I
did
catch
the
train
,
but
my
frantic
last
-minute
packing
caused
rush
and
secondhand_stress
for
them
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from