things_i_missed DammitJanet There are a lot of things I missed while I was gone. And I didn't even realize before now that I could miss them. Like the smell on my own pillow. The weight of my duvet. The carpet under my feet. Sleeping in total darkness. Walking up stairs. Pulling on and off a tshirt. Wearing jeans. The feel of the bitter cold freezing my skin. A diet coke. A shower in a room with a door that can close. Being naked. Putting on a bra. And wearing it the normal way. Screaming at the tv during a Leafs game. Answering the phone and having it not always be for me. The choice of what to eat. Going to the cupboard and grabbing a snack. Reading in complete silence. Being right handed. Waking up to an empty room. Walking to the washroom without dragging an IV pole. Today, I am finally free. And i've come home to all those things I never knew I missed. 030310 what's it to you? who go blather from