bespeckled
bespeckled Hi there.
Just wanted to say
you intrigue me.
We should start a relationship together.
Maybe we could feed each other passion wrapped in words
and create something new and delicious and written.
Or we can be best friends, and lurk in each others' minds,
explore each others' thoughts, philosophies, fetishes, beliefs, constant and immortal distinctions between right and wrong, up and down, left and right, beautiful and marred
while we drink red wine and sink into a silky life of ourselves
... maybe someplace in Venice
where inspiration is ripe for the taking.
I want to understand you
to know you completely
to comprehend everything you
feel
say
express
think
are.
Let's take each other's hands and lovingly stroke each other's souls,
and mold them into something we both can drink and purge ourselves in,
combining into beauty and understanding.
I want to know you completely,
and the secret to all your existence.
Please get back to me.
My offer will always stand.
Maybe someday when we're old,
I'll finally get it.
030626
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frAnk do you wear cool designer frames?
i do. theo.
030715
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Bespeckled I don't know if you're asking me, but I'll answer anyway.

No, my frames are cheap and I wear whatever looks good on my face if i can get it for less than 20 bucks.

That's for sunglasses.

For seeing glasses, I wear whatever looks good on my face as long as I know it won't fall apart in the next 3 to five years.
030819
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Bespeckled Alright now.
I did get into Pepperdine - but didn't go there.
I HAVE had my fair share of trials and tribulations and am still living them now and working my way up from the bottom of the totem pole and budgeting my hurting checking account to make ends meet and pay my rent and bills - all for the hope of and with the insane drive of conquering the world (or at least my field) and becoming rich and powerful all so I don't have to eat Annie's Mac and Cheese anymore and have a lot left over to provide for my kids and give to charity.

I can see where I would have been annoyed at someone like myself back then - priviledged and worry-free as I was and taking it all for granted.

But still -

- that was a shitty thing to say!
090310
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Bespeckled oops, accidental post. 090310
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