werner_herzog_eats_his_shoe warmthofrelease I'm listening to my friends talk about films, trying so so hard to not join in the conversation. I couldn't say anything without sounding elitist. because hell that's the way I feel. just one of those days I'd rather be invisible. they should know by now to not take it personally. but what do they know. and what_do_I_know for that matter. Herzog would challenge you. he blends passion with the absurd, conviction with alleviation, he makes me feel like less of an alien. he would do these things with his life. things that don't make any damn sense. and he would explain them to you, in a way which would make perfect_sense to anyone who could listen and not just see. he gets it. I don't want to be him or to even be like him. I just want to find people that don't make me feel like I live in a vacuum. so here I am alone in my room. I hear my friends' voices through the wall. they sound so sure. I hope they stay that way. they're going out tonight. I'll stay here. I'd give anything just to not hear them say "I've never heard of him." 240313 what's it to you? who go blather from