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crOwl all at once, everything is so beautiful as it can be, as if time forgot that we all live with each other and that we all die alone.

each and everyone is given this.

come on now,
can you see it?
can you
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this is the right place.
don't think there is anything else but now.

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and it disappears. 		040903
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zeke and the ness of it passes into history merging with the sublime almost real in a thousand moments blended. i can feel it calling, waiting for the vastness of it to subsume and swarm me once more. and it verges, showing in the edges of things and at the limits of sight, as in sounds that happen at once, forever entwined and remembered together. the edges lift and are revealed to enclose nothing. 040904
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z and softly the glide of it becomes, verging and run on into the sameness of each moment passing as luminous wayward through a life of casters and the skid of tires on wet stone walks under spreading hands of pine and the grey grey sky of nowhere and stops 050711
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unhinged we walked across the lighted footbridge to the island hand in hand. we sat by the river at night in silence. the day had been unbearably warm. i would have jumped in the river. i would have taken care of you through it all.

but it's better to have just those moments. lights floating on water. my arm around your waist and yours across my shoulder. frienship the crutch that holds both of us up. 		050711
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unhinged currently crutchless
walking alone
waiting to fall 		090225
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cr0wl the soul is the world. 090226
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cr0wl i taught a little boy who was so afraid to ski that he would chant, "just a little bit more" as he slid down the mountain. i felt i needed to distract him so i told him the story of bon joe the elephant.(from fyn gula on blue?)

it somehow worked. he stopped crying and listened and then laughed. 		100203
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margaux would that be the story of bon joe that you illustrated for the blather_red_book ?

where is that thing anyway? 		100203
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cr0wl in the p0wlder it is margaux! you are awesome! does birdmad still have it? that pirate! 100203
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