swarm
namae One bee sting is relatively harmless
But enough of them can kill a man
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nocturnal all the negativity in my life seems to have come in one big swarm. my mom's aunt is dying, slowly and miserably in a shitty nursing home. my dad, after having endless tests done, had to have surgery last friday. my boss decided on thursday that she was leaving her second husband and I got to talk to her and try to help her feel better. don't get me wrong, I'm glad to have helped even a little bit, but it was just more stress. then friday night this guy I kind of used to know who was a year older than I am died of a drug overdose. this is all in less than a week, kids. spanning from last wednesday when my dad was admitted to the hospital to early sunday morning when I heard about that guy dying. I'm afraid to see what will happen next. 010730
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raze the devil's in the details
jesus is in the generalities
we shroud what's left of our dreams
with whispers and long sleeves
i can feel your heartbeat
pounding like a kick drum
i can hear the thunder
caught up in the maelstrom
190317
what's it to you?
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