steve unhinged maybe it's time to talk about something that makes me happy... he makes me smile the way he smiles the way his glasses fit his face and he has no hair shaven the way his fingers always find my ticklish spots the compliments he gives me are always sincere and i blush i have to go fall for the band_guys everytime 010315 ... Aimee Why the hell do I let you bother me? I keep saying I don't care, but the truth is, I do. I really care. You may not be my favourite person most of the time, and I may down right hate you at times, especially everytime you hurt me. That's the part of you I really hate. The part that tries to hurt me, cause it won't forgive my for my past. You can be a great person when you want to be though. And that's the side I really love. The side I can talk to, the side that helps me when I'm losing it and having a complete meltdown, but lately I see that less and less. I see more of the side that really really pisses me off. And the more I see it, the less I want to even talk to you. I still care about you, but I'm so tired of feeling terrible about myself when we talk. I really wish you could forgive me.. you can say you do, but you don't, and pehaps something's stopping you, and maybe I won't let you forgive me until I forgive myself, but if not, damnit, if I can forgive you, you can forgive me. I'd really like to find my friend again, and completely lose this vindictive asshole who's been in his place for the longest time. 010315 ... unhinged we listened to nicotine and gravy today by beck....i think i'm reinfatuated. almost got out of that one scott free, but no. 'i think we're going crazy...nicotine and gravy. i don't wanna die tonight...i don't wanna die tonight' 010326 ... Aimees Conscience The reason you let him bother you is because you were still in love with him. Aren't you glad you can look back now and analyze this with perspective. 010514 ... silentbob STEVE! 040328 what's it to you? who go blather from