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realizations
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nr
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i can't pretend when i'm around you
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200621
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nr
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you might just be using me to get what you need when you need it
i need to not pretend around you and actually make you aware of your actions
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200726
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nr
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it's over
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200726
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nr
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but not quite? something is over but maybe something else is new. or maybe things are different yet also the same yet changing. i realized it bugged me a bit when you said certain things weren't specifically for me when i'd kind of assumed they were. maybe i feel more comfortable when you're where i want you to be, even if i don't want to be there.
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200826
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nr
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i’d only potentially be ready to know how you feel IF it’s exactly the same as i feel, but i don’t know if i ever will know that, so... i guess this is a realization in itself.
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200826
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kcorewolf
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patterns
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200902
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nr
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i really don't mind not hanging out with you
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220707
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tender_square
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today, i overheard a guy at the dmv say that his birth year was 2000. let that sink in for a moment: the beginning of the millennium was twenty-three years ago.
later, a friend and i texted about teeth grinding and i mentioned that i wear my grade school retainer as a mouth guard. that's right: i have a retainer that's older than the dmv dude.
(wouldn't that be the best insult? "i have a retainer that's more mature than you are!")
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230105
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tender_square
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i dress like peg bundy. for work today, i wore hot pink plaid pants, a zebra cardigan, white platform mary janes, and big floral earrings.
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230706
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tender_square
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he tried to diminish the very nature of the wild woman that i am out of a need to have a secure co-existence when that kind of safety can never be guaranteed.
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230715
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tender_square
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i'm celebrating nine years of sobriety today in a city that i had to escape from thirteen years ago in order to reach this accomplishment.
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230818
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nr
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you've been filling all the space with ways to use your brain in a left-side way. you have a lot of energy, so this is possible even if it drains you. you do it so much that you aren't able to devote any time to the right side. and when you try, whatever is there is buried.
it's not that you don't like exercising the left side. but it feels like you're leaving an important piece behind.
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260601
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ovenbird
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If you want uncomplicated relationships, choose dogs.
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260603
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what's it to you?
who
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blather
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