sobriety
broken cherry I said that it hurt
But I didn't know why.
You sat quietly beside me
and watched me slowly die.

In 20/20 hindsight
it's so clear to see,
the reason that I hurt
was your sobriety.

In a drunken state,
some things are said.
Words, thoughts and feelings
gush from your inside your head.

Some things perhaps meant?
but not intended to say.
But does that make
taking it back ok?

Your drunken stupor
flew me so high,
that even heavens' gates
did pass me by.

Day comes
night goes
you stay
but memory no longer knows.

In your most sober
and clear headed thought
you ripped me from my heaven
and in
- hells' arms
was I caught.
020602
...
silentbob i don't think i've even by high from second hand smoke. 020602
...
lulie "i don't need drugs
to make my life tragic".

I wish I could remember who said that.
020602
...
Eddie it's a pearl. 041222
...
birdmad ...has made me miss drugs 041223
...
jane on the wagon.

last night i said something that it would have taken me five beers (at least) to have gotten out before. he pointed this out, and told me it was frightening.
071219
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