our_hearts
slothisily are just made out of strings to pull 050213
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crOwl are little fires.
how beautifully yours burns.
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cr0wl are our strongest muscle, taking care of us while we dream. 080906
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unhinged fit together so well
or so it seemed
to me anyways
but i'm trying to let go of you
it's too hard
to be with you
and without you
i want you to hold my hand
i need you to hold my hand


but i push you out
away
boarding up all the windows to my heart
because even when i let you look inside
you passed me by
we used to be friends
until you got a girlfriend
and i realized 'friends' wasn't good enough anymore

anger and sadness
makes a bitter stew
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unhinged tremble in proximity to each other
fearful anticipation
the just_friends paradox

do we risk what we have
for the chance of something better?
or
do we just let things happen
with no communication of where we might be headed?


i can't say it unless you ask
i won't imagine it unless you ask
i need you to ask
081009
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past beat on a suggestion. until tomorrow it's only the prairie between. but, but. in listening to her i skew what and how often you say what you say to me. and that distance between. 081009
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from