never_know mon i'll never know what i can't understand i'll never understand what i know i'll never know 031002 ... soia if i find out that jesse killed himself, that is the end of me. i will be over. 031003 ... The Spork Based on the criticisms you were throwing like Live Grendades at someone a couple of days ago in Blue, that would be - quite possibly - one of the most hypocritically Ironic things you could do. It looks like you are saying that you would reward the ultimate act of self-centered dramatic behavior by (and let me know if I'm anywhere even close to the neighborhood of "Wrong" here) acting in kind. This, a day or two after verbally kicking someone (and you know who I mean) from pillar to post over something that had nothing to do with whatever issues that there between the two or three or however many of you there are. In general, from what I've seen of your blathes, while I respect the general feistiness of your personality, lady, like those of your friend KSS, most of your recent criticisms of Anybody Else are about as hollow as the average gourd based on the things you will turn around and say Five Minutes Later. Besides, just for that idiotic "i hate all of you" blathe he threw around and all of the pointless blathes he's thrown around lately that amount to so much of the pot calling the kettle black, I've been a million times harder on KSS than birdmad has been been. You really should learn never to ask anybody for the same kind of Slack and latitude you wouldn't give them yourself. Oddly enough, you know, I called it right the other day, saying birdmad would be madder at me for criticizing you than he would be at you for snapping off at him or putting him down. I don't know, I guess the silly son-of-a-bitch must enjoy being your Whipping Boy or something. I've been telling the guy for about a year now that he should Just Walk Away, and for my troubles, the feather-brained Masochist tells me, as Diplomatically as he can, to fuck off. And if you are wondering, the biggest reason I fixate on this whole tawdry Soap-Opera is because birdmad reminds me of my younger brother, whose fate you can guess at by re-reading your own blathe here, Ms. Daxle. 031004 what's it to you? who go blather from