lost_in_a_familiar_place Norm I'll never leave this place. I can't leave, I have no choice. These walls I built, old and cracked, that are collapsing in on me now, I should know them well. Though there are parts I have not been to in so long, with bulbs burnt out, erie, dark, and lonely. Kicking dust and pushing cobwebs. Curiousity and boredom have brought me here, to these pitch black corners. Damp, dark and dirty, looking for something that I can't see. Eyes adjusting, outside I hear echoes, sounds like phantoms. Muffled voices from a million years ago. I feel a tap on my shoulder, terror then relief now I know I'm not alone, turn around and no one's there. I can't help but be frightened now, all the signs say I shouldn't be here but now I'm lost. Lost in a familiar place. This is exciting... 051013 ... Norm lost_in_my_mind 180626 ... unhinged i wanted connection i ended up feeling like a hooker (reading a book on how the teenage brain develops, what happened to me when i was almost nineteen, he fucked me in more horrible ways than one. my brain is defective because of him so my choices are the same bad defective choices even almost two decades later. i want to be better, do better, but i always end up right back here broken lonely) 180627 what's it to you? who go blather from