im_not_in_love Sonya I'm not in love So don't forget it It's just a silly phase I'm going through And just because I call you up Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made I'm not in love, no no, it's because.. I like to see you But then again That doesn't mean you mean that much to me So if I call you Don't make a fuss Don't tell your friends about the two of us I'm not in love, no no, it's because.. I keep your picture Upon the wall It hides a nasty stain that's lying there So don't you ask me To give it back I know you know it doesn't mean that much to me I'm not in love, no no, it's because.. Ooh you'll wait a long time for me Ooh you'll wait a long time Ooh you'll wait a long time for me Ooh you'll wait a long time I'm not in love So don't forget it It's just a silly phase I'm going through And just because I call you up Don't get me wrong, don't think you've got it made I'm not in love I'm not in love -by 10cc What would humanity be without denial? 050613 ... unhinged being in_love has always let me down it's my cosmic irony the way my stars have crossed to deny every love i've ever fallen into at the cost of staying friends cause i couldn't live without them so that's how i let it end and he says he puts friends above any other human connection but i've had so many 'great friends' that i just want something else instead to stop the feeling that that is always where it will end and on that final highest level i'll always be alone, dead yes, i'm so afraid that's how it will always be just a friend alone in a crowded room the deepest part of my heart dead 050613 ... iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl im not any more cut burnt screamed cried phased it out. i really thought that i was but now im just beginning to wonder i have so many books brimming with declarations of thoughts of love. i wonder if that's all it ever was; words i honestly don't know. i was positive that i loved you more than anything in the world. sadly unrequited_love but now..... i listened to what he said about loving you, and i don't know whether i was in love with you or not. maybe it's just because the mind doesn't remember pain, only the concept of it. it makes me sad that i'll doubt the once heartfelt words that i wrote when i read them again. maybe i'll burn the books or i'll bury them. 050613 what's it to you? who go blather from