games_that_play_themselves_out c r 0 w l everyone is welcome to enter it may last only a day there is no loser today's game: see if you can stay warm... 080211 ... jane iced coffee probably doesn't help. damn. 080211 ... bird(keep refrigerated)mad no problem here, winter - such as it is - seems to have ended with an abrupt snap. one day it was freezing, the next day it was decidedly not. 080211 ... Bespeckled My solution: Thermostat on 70 XL sweatshirt Socks Sweatpants Fleece throw Glass of wine ... in bed. 080211 ... unhinged i met a girl a sweet nice great girl she seemed interested in me but then i quickly learned she had a man and in bitter despondence i shrugged same game different girl or the 'say i love you' game or the 'have an intense crush cause you know they don't like you that way' game followed by the 'give them whatever they ask for in an attempt to show them how wonderful you are' game which all have been played out to the same end over and over and over nauseatingly over and over head spinning heart cracking so i retreat from the world needing a simple straightforward life 'i don't want to be your friend i just want to be your lover' 080212 ... led zeppelin bird "but when i whispered in her ear i lost another friend" 080212 ... auburn Our power went out yesterday. The gas line in my car froze. I showered in the dark, all the while praying I wouldn't run out of hot water. Winter sucks. Cold sucks worse. 080212 ... jane its actually really nice here in california right now. 080213 ... no reason yesterday, today, and tomorrow's game: try to find a suitable/enjoyable job. 080213 ... c r 0 w l i'm playing this game for sure and i think i'm winning...actually, i KNOW without a doubt i am winning... 080213 ... Bespeckled Rogan and I. The game finally ended today. I lost my best friend. I feel empty. But the alternative is worse. 080213 ... unhinged dating 'it's so tiresome. i really am not interested in this buillshit anymore' 160520 what's it to you? who go blather from