fever
birdmad
burning
from
the
inside
ache
virus
010129
...
twiggie
emotional
010302
...
pilgrim
...
For
the
Girl
.
020323
...
blown cherry
"
never
know
how
much
I
love
you
never
know
how
much
I
care
..."
Peggy
Lee
does
it
good
020324
...
belly fire
As
if
in
a
fever,
I
spent
the
entire
day
cleaning
closets, corners
and
crevices
around
the
house
.
I
came
across
old
school
registration forms, decks
of
cards
,
forgotten
prescription
glasses
and
yet
more
photos
I
don't
remember
ever
having
developed. (
I
thought
of
mailing
the
negatives
to
old
friends
,
but
then
remembered
I
had
no
idea
where
they
now
lived
.)
All
my
junk
hiding
places
purged,
I
felt
at
ease
again
. (
Is
this
nesting
?)
All
night
,
my
lover
tossed
and
turned
...truly
in
the
throws
of
a
fever.
It
must
be
catching.
090309
...
cr0wl
definitely
nesting
.
my
wife
kathy
did
that
with
each
one
of
our
three
daughters.
it
is
a
fever
in
the
sense
that
you
are
creating
a
new
life
together
.
the
birth
of
your
first
child
is
a
monumental,
earth
-shaking,
heart
-spinning
event
in
your
lives
as
a
couple
.
it
will
instantly unite
you
in
a
way
you
have
never
known
before
.
you
will
cry
and
laugh
at
the
same
time
.
you
will
become
one
.
090309
...
unhinged
i
only
taught
four
of
twelve students
yesterday
.
the
sickness
is
going
around
.
bad
this
year
.
090309
...
nr
i
got
a
fever
and
my
eyes
are
glass
and
my
feet
are
cloths
and
my
self
isn't
here
141217
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
