come_back
raze on the returning
i'd write my name in your palm
white as the desert
cool as windswept pines
deep enough
to not wash away
just not deep enough
to stay
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kali Без тебя я не могу дышать
Я не могу уснуть
я не могу
Возвращайся
я не могу дышать
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raze according to google translate, the above is russian that translates to:

"it is not possible to download it
i cannot drink
is not possible
call
it is not possible to download"

(something tells me that isn't quite right, though)
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raze i don't know why i didn't mention this at the time, but the night before you added your contribution to this, i had a dream i was reading a blathe on red called "kali". it didn't have any words. when i woke up, here you were, saying something i couldn't understand.

coincidence, i'm sure. still. it made me wonder.
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raze i'm not sure what was going on with google translate the day i tried to parse the russian back in april, but i gave it another shot and got this, more or less:

"i can't breathe without you
i can't sleep
i can't
come back
i can't breathe"

wherever you are, kali, i hope you're breathing a little easier now.
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unhinged morphic_resonance



how_to_hustle_like_a_communist


trauma has been stealing
the breath of
the western reaches
of slavs
for centuries

(the english word slave
is a historical remnant
of the fact that our
ancient ancestral lineages
were the victims, prisoners, forced laborers of war
long before the white man
conquered north america)

inherited traumas so deep
sometimes
i have to remind myself
to breathe
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kali Thank you, raze.

It's a simple but pretty song. [angel vox - возвращайся]

(She came back, and then disappeared, and then came back, and then disappeared, and came back, and then disappeared. I am tired of trying to figure her out.)
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from