at_a_loss Sonya I find myself at a loss for words. I don't know exactly how to formulate everything that is jumbled up in this feeble mind of mine... Had my hair cut a couple of days ago and I felt like a completely different person afterwards. Is that strange? I only told the lady to take off about 4 inches. I instantly went from having a long, sweeping raven black mane to having bouncy black mane. Bowling For Soup is blasting into my ears. I'm rereading Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix for the 2nd time and it still feels brand new. The pages smell crisp and clean as if I just plucked the book off the shelf at the store. My obsession with Harry Potter has gotten to the point where I'm reading at odd hours despite my reading lamp going out and having to use a flimsy flashlight instead. The dreams I've been having lately seem to be rather chaotic and I'm finding it hard to understand them. I start a new job on Monday. The world of Finance awaits me and it makes me nervous at the same time. A part of me still isn't sure about what I was meant to do....yes..meant. In my heart I know I'm not the only one who is uncertain or unsure of herself. You all are out there too. I sometimes find myself questioning if I'm on the right path or if I should have taken the winding one that leads toward that dark cave down in South America. Who knows? Maybe I'll end up there in the end. Time for once is on my side. 040617 what's it to you? who go blather from