amsterdam
green_tenedril
i
will
get
to
know
you
one
day
.
i
will
walk
down
your
streets
and
say
hello
to
your
friends
and
your
victims
and
your
enemies.
i
will
dance
in
your
clubs,
and
talk
to
your
street
kids
.
i
will
go
into
the
scary
places
and
meet
your
punks
and
your
heroin
addicts.
i
will
wander
the
narrow
streets
and
find
a
cafe
full
of
your
goths.
i
will
take
a
small
sliver
of
light
with
me
,
which
you
will
not
be
able
to
choke
out
of
me
.
i
will
smile
at
your
window
prostitutes,
and
offer
them
coffee
and
friendship
.
yes
,
i
will
get
to
know
you
one
day
.
soon
.
010503
...
two
"
I
stood
on
the
edge
tied
to
the
noose
and
you
came
along
and
you
cut
me
loose
..."
~
coldplay
031120
...
scuzz
Come
on
,
oh
my
star
is
fading
.
031120
...
cocoon
Has
all
the
old
architecture
which
Rotterdam doesnt
have
.
Even
the
trams
are
old
.
And
the
trainstation
is
amazing
.
Is
full
of
twists
and
turns
, uneven cobblestones
and
tourists.
040430
...
unhinged
but
i'm
standing
on
the
chair
again
ready
and
waiting
to
kick
it
out
from
underneath
me
040430
...
thunderbuck ram
Too
many
memories
of
being
totally
wasted
.
But
what
fun
!
041029
...
epitome of incomprehensibility
Another
sort
of
"
misread
"
today
was
thinking
the
flag
with
the
XXX
stood
for
the
red
light
district.
It
doesn't
.
It's
the
city
flag
.
But
leave
it
to
tourist
shops
to
take
advantage
of
the
association
and
sell
little
penis
keychains
with
"XXX"
down
the
shafts.
...
I
was
walking
through
narrow curving
streets
and
thinking
what
to
write
on
blather
. "
This
isn't
exactly
like
any
other
place
I've
been
,"
part
of
my
mind
offered.
Another
part
: "
Well
,
of
course
it
isn't
*
exactly
*
like
any
other
place
.
Obviously
.
I
thought
you
were
a
writer."
The
first
point
?
Good
.
The
second
? Unnecessary.
I'm
already
frustrated
enough
about
how
to
put
the
damn
novel
I'm
writing
into
order
;
I
don't
need
mind_gremlins
hinting
I'm
inherently incapable
of
it
.
Of
course
I'll
be
Captain
Obvious
sometimes
.
We
need
a
Captain
Obvious
to
lead
the
troops
into
less
obvious
roads
.
Then
she
can
let
us
scatter
onto
various
cobblestone
paths.
Even
if
some
of
us
find
a
restaurant
called
OMG
that
serves burgers.
230520
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from