a_praying_mantis
unhinged
she
eats
her
partners
after
she
mates
no_no
don't
fall
in_love
it
never
works
out
i'm
praying
my
outsides
get
harder
the
walls
get
taller
with
every
passing
try
i'm
praying
i
keep
praying
but
the
end
result
is
always
the
same
or
at
least
close
to
the
same
from
now
on
i
refuse
to
be
the
one
that
gets
eaten
and
pit
back
out
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...
unhinged
(
about
a
year
later
he
sucked
me
in
with
what
turned
out
to
be
the
sweet
nothing
whispers
of
commitment
and
then
spit
me
out
when
mommy
told
him
to
.
lust_hurts
;
i
couldn't
help
feeling
that
his
lust
made
him
say
what
was
expedient
to
get
what
he
wanted
and
run
away
at
the
first
easiest
excuse
.
since
then
,
i
have
given
up
on
casual
dating
and
maintained
almost
two
years
of
celibacy.
i
pray
for
some
affection
i
bit
the
heads
off
some
lovers
i
pray
for
affection
lust_hurts
this
stoner
hermit
sends
her
prayers
into
the
lonely
void
)
180422
...
unhinged
and
i
am
once
again
in
a
long
period
of
celibacy punctuated
by
a
shitty
one
night
stand
but
i
think
there
are
a
few
men
that
deserve
to
keep
their
heads
these
days
210810
...
kerry
really
feeling
this
,
unhinged
my
own
version
anyway
210811
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from