methodically_attempting_to_reconstruct Mahayana {self} :dont want to spend my life pretending that im not you: desperately attempting to decipher the message in "you will never understand me" 020816 ... three words he_suggested i_say_the_word methodically_attempting_to_reconstruct 050316 ... birdmad pick up pieces re-assemble remain wary of next, inevitable brick-bat strike, keeping whisk and dustpan handy 050317 ... nom i went to nanaimo 061106 ... nom "i should've kept a journal" 061106 what's it to you? who go blather from