beating
typhoid
dammit
i
don't
understand
.
but
don't
hurt
her
.
why
would
she
have
to
be
like
anybody
else
?
she's
perfect
the
way
she
is
.
silent
.
i
hate
to
hear
her
cry
.
001104
...
marjorie
the
only
thing
it's
okay
to
beat
is
frosting
and
even
then
...
only
'
til
it's
fluffy
010825
...
distorted tendencies
beating
me
mentally
and
physically
.
I
get
it
worst
emotionally
from
you
.
Can't
you
understand
?
I'm
sure
you
do
,
but
then
you
always
whisper
, "
I'll
be
alright
,
be
quiet
.. shh.."
And
I
am
pulled
into
submission
.
011013
...
J
pulsing
rhythm
tapping
heavy
constant
thumping whumping pittering pattering unerring
blender
setting
050120
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from