unresolved guitar_freak one guy. i thought i loved him. didn't feel the same way. sucked. but then i met another guy. the perfect guy. strangely enough he felt the same way. now a third guy just came home and man i have liked him for a long time. now he feels the same. how can i justify my emotions and the longing for what i can and can't have? how am i supposed to know what the hell i should have? Like, love, profound anguish. 010405 ... birdmad good question. tell me if you ever find the answer 010405 ... nocturnal we would all like to know. 010405 ... dB Live a life of celibasy. Works for me. 010405 ... guitar_freak Update: I found the difference. The guy I love we both knew it the moment we met. I am still with him. We are still as perfect for each other as always. Conflict is no conflict. The guy I thought I loved but did not love me until he came back to town was just a fucking whore. He wanted sex I wouldn't give him any so he procees to try to force me. You can tell the different between everything if you stop lying to yourself and hiding behind expectations. The difference is right from the beggining my true love was perfect for me. 011031 ... leahcar my current state... I may be stuck here for a while. 100625 ... unhinged maybe i should tell you i miss you drinking with you playing cards with you being close to you your lips your hands and_then i remember us four months ago but even that doesn't stop me from wanting to kiss you right now 100626 ... unhinged damnit 100626 what's it to you? who go blather from