the_not_allowed Bizzar a place that once housed both of our hearts. together only in our dreams. in our alternate realities. when we were kids, you used to tell me there existed a timeline where you tried harder, where I had told you how bad I had it, where you rescued me and we were in our jammies together watching movies, sharing passions, pulling all nighters playing video games. we mourned the what_ifs, called it water under the bridge, a ship that had sailed. you were once my could have been. and i will never forget how much that hurt. but even through the sting of the_not_allowed, you have always been my constant. my safety net. my person. and now. now you are my always_will_be. 220221 ... Bizzar it took me reading this post a day later to realize. i have a new not_allowed. the_moon. 220222 ... unhinged dissent bodily autonomy real protest privacy, medical and otherwise critical thinking free speech informed consent class solidarity 220222 what's it to you? who go blather from