the_artist_hides
lostgirl
blank
canvas
waiting
somewhat impatiently
to
be
given
well
deserved
life
“
what
’s
your
story
?”
it
asks
her
. “
why
don’t
you
take
the
first
stroke?”
“
i
can
’t.”
she
says
through
a
deep
exhale
. “
it
IS
a
work
of
art
,
but
i
keep
it
tucked
behind
my
closed
eyes
.”
she
says
. “safely
inside
there
,
where
no
one
can
criticize
it
but
me
.”
100604
...
lostgirl
"
okay
,
then
,
will
you
just
tell
me
what
it
would
look
like
and
what
you'd
call
it
?"
the
canvas
asked
,
obviously
perplexed
by
this
scene
.
and
she
considered
the
questions
carefully
before
answering
, "
of
course
,
that's
simple
...i
would
entitle
it
'
my
own
worst
enemy
.'
and
to
describe
it
?
well
,
that's
easy
too
.
it's
a
self
portrait
."
100604
...
unhinged
i
keep
my
writing
tucked
away
where
most
can't
see
it
. (
blather
)
the
few
that
i
have
shown
it
to
often
tell
me
my
writing
is
'raw'
my
writing
has
always
been
a
refuge
.
one
of
the
only
places
where
i
am
not
afraid
to
say
what's
really
going
on
.
but
i
have
been
contemplating
going
to
the
writers'
co_op
near
my
house
to
see
what's
up
.
it
has
been
a
somewhat
constant
tug
in
my
life
to
share
/publish
my
writing
.
especially
when
my
arm
hurts
so
bad
it
is
nearly
impossible
to
play
my
violin
.
my
art
hides
in
plain
view
'
just
try
to
ignore
all
this
blood
on
the
floor
it's
the
heart
on
my
sleeve
that's
bleeding'
ray_lamontagne
100604
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from