silliness no reason whenever i'm at all silly or perky or somewhat non-linear, two friends always say things like "you're weird" or "you're random" or "are you drunk/high?" i don't like it. 120716 ... no reason it's important to let your brain wander sometimes. how better to come up with creative ideas? people shouldn't be expected to be "normal" (whatever that means) all the time. it's hard to feel like you have to suppress yourself, or that you can't connect with people on that level. not to mention being judged for it. 120716 ... no reason or maybe i should just be okay with seeming drunk or high all the time. but i guess i think silliness is best shared. 120716 ... PeeT i agree with you. your friends just wish they could be like you. 120717 ... no reason thanks. i just wish they'd try. 120717 ... raze the nectar of life. or, at the very least, the orange tang of life. 190308 ... e_o_i I concur with y'all. On the other hand, sometimes I get the "silly" label affixed to others' perception of me, and I try to scratch it off, but it doesn't peel very well. Is it outward? Am I too short to be serious? Too cute, without being sexy or beautiful? Or is it the silly poems? Because I am silly, just not all the time. Eh, it doesn't matter, and I need sleep. 190310 ... jane And the sacred moments of silliness are where I find my heaven 190416 ... nr even when i feel down, this is still present, and i think i need it to be. when others don't, or can't meet me there, i'm not sure if our meetings are that meaningful at all. 221026 what's it to you? who go blather from