say_nothing starbound Dear blather lovers - I have stopped writing here (both red and blue), at least for the time being. Blather was an important stage for me to go through, as it got me to start being creative again (and it still provides inspiration). But these days, I really do say nothing. http://www.saynothing.org/ 010609 ... guitar_freak intresting site, but here i stay 011127 ... nocturnal my best friend's grandmother died today. I can't figure out what the fuck is wrong with me. first of all, this is no surprise. they expected her to die over the summer and have been expecting it ever since. secondly, I never even liked the woman. I know, you're not supposed to speak ill of the dead, but it's the truth. and earlier I found myself actually crying over it. really truly crying and I'm still depressed. god, I hate when people die. when alice told me I had no idea what to say. "I'm so sorry." no. that's too impersonal and trite to say to my best friend. "she's in a better place now." doesn't quite work coming from an atheist. "well, her suffering's over." like that helps alice. when people die, I always just say nothing. it's all I can think of. nothing at all. it's a fairly accurate expression of my sentiments, I get temporarily empty on the inside when I get such news. I feel numb, so I say nothing. 011128 what's it to you? who go blather from