ill soia I'm feeling kind of nauseous. I was off and on yesterday too. I don't know if it's psychological or what. I don't really get sick. I have too much time to think about things right now. And I have a lot of things to think about. Sigh. 010622 ... soia this is a long drive for someone with nothing to think about 010622 ... silentbob Right now we've got a reason to live but it's got nothing to do with you. We've got a lot of places we're gonna go, a lot of things that we're gonna do. In your world we may be no one, but what makes you think you're someone? We have got just what we need and we don't need you. No one. I can tell where our future lies, and you can tell we've got nothing to hide. The way things seem to me right now, everything will be just fined. We're going to do it all our way. We don't need you to darken our day. We've never given up before and this stand won't be our first time. No one's gonna tell me, I'm gonna do it my way. No one's gonna tell me how to get it done. dont make me ill afi 010715 ... smiths tape birdmad am i still...? 010716 ... monee i spent about a total of ten minutes outside this december. i know that's unhealthy. i don't want to be inside. being housebound is not_fun. i'm hoping it's just a relapse. i'm hoping it's just the m_e. i'm trying not to worry about it. i'm just so very very tired tired. 041231 ... monee well i can add: another couple minutes to that total now less than hour to go i should go outside 041231 ... belly fire I felt physically ill 090219 ... unhinged whenever he talks about some other girl, my stomach turns 090219 what's it to you? who go blather from