my_default_emotion
pralines&cream I am naturally happy and nice.
I rarely feel depressed.
I often feel stressed out, but less often than I feel friendly and fun.
I've never felt suicidal; I've never had a reason to entertain it.

My default emotion is happiness, perkiness, talk-to-me-I'm-smiling-ness.
It's just how I am when I have no other way to be.
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SuicidalAngel When I am alone, I'm usually kinda sad. I think too much. When I am around people I seem happy and perky and fun but inside it hurts to fake so often. 020115
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Lime Rider my default emotion is... blank. Even now I can sense undertones of sadness and happiness, but my main emotion is blank. Why do I feel like crying right now? See me exstatic in bliss, see me depressed like hell, then you'll have caught me without my default emotion. Mainly just... when I love. The rest is all under a layer of blank. Blank is also contentment. But I need love.

I just realised this about my life. Now I can carry it with me. This too.
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blown cherry _default 030115
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silentbob cynically amused and jovious 030115
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bandersnatch my default emotion is questining (is that an emotion?). im alwase wondering about things like people, my place in the universe, what is so and so doing, why the hell is she wearing that, and just other random questions, but not wanting to know the answer because then there would be nothing left. 030116
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no reason it tries to be apathy...or maybe i try to make it... 030116
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Lilac inadvertent 030116
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raze snickerdoodle. 220627
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kerry unfocused 220628
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