like_there's_no_tomorrow raze this always implies a sense of urgency, a feeling of "do it now because you may not get to do it later". but what about those who would only feel indifference if they knew today was the last day they were going to get, because for all they know, tomorrow there would just be a whole lot of nothing, no consciousness, no afterlife, and neither they nor anyone else would have any awareness of ever having been? it can be difficult to find meaning in grabbing the now by the throat if you know you're never going to get the chance to buy it apologetic ice cream when it wakes up with a headache after being choked out. i say live like there's no today. makes things more interesting. 150510 ... past the present, so fleetingly thin along the fourth dimension, hardly exists. i'm okay with this, as long as we don't forget about yesterday. 150511 ... unhinged i will spend money on food. i budget about $140 per week on it. could i spend less money on food? yes. would i be as content? no 150512 ... unhinged i am purging a lot of psychic shit right now....oh yeah. full moon is coming. and my period. eek i may have totally picked a fight with him (even if he deserved it) 150628 what's it to you? who go blather from