jerry_garcia
raze
that's
who
he
looked
like
.
jerry
after
he
went
grey
,
if
he
cut
his
hair
and
slimmed
down
a
little
and
gave
up
music
to
become
a
high_school
english
teacher
.
he
called
assignments
jobs
and
told
us
what
they
were
worth
.
no
one
was
allowed
to
use
the
bathroom
in
his
class
.
he
said
we
had
enough
time
to
do
our
business
at
lunch
recess.
if
we
sat
down
with
our
bladders
still
full
of
piss
,
it
wasn't
his
problem
.
i
liked
him
until
the
day
there
was
something
wrong
with
my
stomach
.
if
i
didn't
get
to
a
toilet
fast
i
was
going
to
shit
my
pants
.
it
wasn't
something
i
could
have
seen
coming
.
he
gave
me
this
sad
face
and
said
he
was
going
to
have
to
shave
some
marks
off
of
my
average
.
he
penalized
me
for
the
inability
to
deny
myself
a
basic bodily function
in
a
moment
of
intestinal crisis.
i
saw
him
in
a
dream
last_night
and
reminded
him
of
that
moment
after
he
mocked
me
for
being
abandoned
by
someone
i
thought
was
my
friend
.
he
said
he
didn't
remember
any
of
it
.
i
should
have
told
my
dad
what
happened
.
he
wouldn't
have
let
it
slide.
he
would
have
got
me
those
marks
back
. he'll
take
on
anyone
.
it
doesn't
matter
who
they
are
.
it
doesn't
matter
how
much
power
they
think
they
have
.
he
won't
stop
fighting
until
he's
dead
.
i
told
the
man
who
looked
like
jerry
garcia
all
of
that
,
and
he
had
nothing
to
say
to
me
.
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