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nom the only sound is the telephone
your voice telling me you miss me

it's raining and i'm afraid
of tomorrow, what the weather will be

so much confusion
i just want to hear us laughing
and singing, all our songs, the unfinished ones

i'd fly anywhere
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o n m i love living here with you

i love living with you

i love you
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n o m i will miss you if you leave 100917
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unhinged i notice the monarchs
the dragonflies
the smiling babies

i notice the acorn caps on the sidewalk
(when we went hiking in the woods as a kid
my dad would find each of us an acorn cap
and show us how to make it whistle
so we always knew where each of us was)



i notice the selfish aggression
the bullshit
the justification

(some things ARE better left unsaid)
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raze i might slowly piece back together what's been shattered, though the cracks will always show through the guile and glue. but what city might that be? and could it come to feel like home after enough time spent absorbing its rhythm in repose? or will i always be waiting for the next great surge of sound to jar me awake and send me reeling? 241107
what's it to you?
who go
blather
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