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nom and it is the morning and there is a bed with my name on it i refuse to sign for i've been reading as much as eye can feel like i just watched the life of a ship in slow motion eating the frozen water 031015
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shiloh always...It seems like when I am not hungry, I am too happy. 031015
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is mise mon i don't want to sleep i don't want to sleep i don't want to sleep i want to keep i want to keep to keep i want to 040414
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is mise mon because it's always never enough 040414
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mon uow oh so much too much not enough 050303
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nom why am i hungry 060807
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nom i should do something about it 070324
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nom i'm going to make some food and then paint 070411
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birds consume their own body weight daily it seems, as a condition of my weight loss, the more i eat, the hungrier i get

in the last eight days i have lost nearly another pound though i have eaten nearly twenty pounds of food in terms of mass and thirteen pounds worth in terms of calories

yesterday, i was a bottomless pit

i ate:

2 bowls of puffed wheat cereal
1 parmesan bagel with cream cheese
2 sausage patties
1 triple chocolate Twix bar
1 dark chocolate candy bar
3/4 lb of bow-tie pasta with sausage, and a vegetable sauce
1 cup and a half of mashed potatoes
1 packet of poptarts
3 chocolate chip cookies
1 chicken pot pie
2 oranges
1 apple
1 can of pineapple slices
1 peanut butter and jelly sandwisch
3 cheeseburgers
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birdmad and i lost another quarter pound to bring myself to 218.75

today, i already know that i will only eat half as much or slightly less than half of what i took in yesterday
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raze for what the day failed to bring me. 230603
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